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If Landon Pigg sang that he’s falling in love at the coffee shop, but I’m fallin in love with a coffee shop. A place that you can have your own peace world, with a warm smile of the Barista. Hearing the crackles from the coffee mechine, and smell the coffee’s pheromone. I only miss someone who will sit in front of me, share his jokes and giggle together, just to complete my world…
Whatever I feel about you
You only seem to care about you
Is there any chance you could see me too?
Cos I love you…
Is there anything I could do?
Just to get some attention from you
In the waves I’ve lost every trace of you
Ohh.. Where are you?
They said that it’s worth to wait for the one we love, and I’d waited for him for 10 years. But I never saw my reflection in his eyes, I never saw myself in his future… And I was only a substitute woman when she’d gone.
He was a mistake in my life. My wrong decision… And my final execution. He made me feel regret for the whole of my life because my decision to choose him made someone died. Someone that used to love me and protect me…
Then I met someone new, the one that made me think that he will be the last of life. The one that hide his another ‘face’ and stabbed behind my back. The one that used to show me the brightest stars was the one who gave me darkness for many years… You used to hold me tight and call me ‘bunda’… But why you turned your back when I cried..?
I pass the six degree of separations, but I was still hiding my heart. And I met my russian man. I knew the first time we met that we have no hope for our relationship. So many differences like age, religion, culture between us. And we ended our love because of distance and his bussiness.
Now, Im thinking here… What is YOUR plan, ALLAH?
Im not ready for love… Im scared… I never pray for the love in my life, but now Im begging YOU.. I just want to love YOU first, till Im ready to love your creation..